third wheeel.

yep thats me !

im scared of losing the only greaat friends i have. lately, i've noticed some drifting but i know i cant do anything about it. sometimes i feel replaced,unwanted, and out of place like i dont fit in. lyd, i know you blog about how you really feel, i understand. i know the few friends i have - which is not a bad thing - will always be there for me, but sometimes it can get lonely. we cant really hang out at all because lyd has basketball & usually stays afterschool with the seniors and mar has tennis or has to leave right after school to catch her bus. i know i cant change that eitherrr. hmm, what am i trying to say? i need advice. someone, teach me how to be a better person so i can make more friends (: haha if that even makes sense. ahaha its like talking to myself cus no one reads this :D haha. anywaaays. this was my day:

1stperiod - 2ndpart of the math benchmark. haha it was hard to me . everything's so hard for me -_-
2nd period- stupid sub was annoying ahah kept talking and talking and wrote ugly. lol we havent even started on our newspapers yet :/ AHHH. i dont wanna do it. but we're gonna meet up on spring break test tomorrrow ! oh crap.
3rd period- valerraaaa i got a bad score on my quiz, but everyone did ! +38/48 D:test tomorrow oh crap oh crap. its a chapter test :(
4thperiod - i havent even started on my monologue!! :o write a scene and we get homework now :(
5thperiod- we ran our mile today :( if it rains tomorrow we'll prollly go to the gymm.
6thperiod- the bio lab was pretty fun i guess. hahah wow , never thought i'd say that ! the analysis part sucks thoughhh
7thperiod - we had a sub! yeee, did like nothing. i dont understand the video we watched.. mmm yeahhhh
oh lunch - uhh watched the prom fashion show, it was pretty .
i ate a lot today, actualllllllllly ive been eating a lot lately. thats why im so fat. UGH spring break, i HAVE to lose weight but i bet im gonna like pig out :( i have so much food at my house and plus we're going to vegaassss so , lotsa buffets :0 yay and boo.
MKAY, officcciaaallly the longest blog ive written :)
love, dabbbie.

sadies 09 !

yeeaah, sadies, april3rd ! so afterschoool, patrick and i went to chris's house (: mark,vince,charlie,chris, and patrick were playing halo and then lyd came ! ahha we got ready sortaaa late. haahh then vince,charlie,mark left and we played guitar hero world tour ! hehe drums & bass . pretty fun ! patrick,lyd, and chris sanggg. and then justin came to pick us up but we left late cus we were still getting ready . and thennn we went to pick up nicole (: and then we went to cueee. and it was fun haha but like chris and i didnt get a good picturee together! thennn we went to the boat and THAT WAS FUN aahhah. soo we;re on our way to the dancee and pat says we need our IDs! and i only brought mine but i used my sisters to buy the ticket cus she has asb. omg and then i tell my mom to come to school cus i needa get daphnys ID to get in. chris waits with me, i get the WRONG ID -_- i took her sophompore year one not the junior one so im in front of the lines and i see that my sisters teachers are checking us in ! OMG WHAT THE CRAP im like freaking out cus they like my sister a lottt and they're "close" and stuff and ms stella says, your not daphny , why do you have her ID and i say oops ! i got the wrong one . and then for somereason , my ID worked. hah so anyways, i got into the dance. wow it was really awkward and funnyyy at first like me and chris dont dance so im like uh ahhah. slow danceee :) :) ahah i cant dance, which is a fact. I DONT KNOW HOW, someone needs to teachh meee. D: hahh i was so awkward it was embarassinng :[ everyone was like freaking,grinding,bumping whateveer. the innercircles really hot .. lol . but then i danced with chris annd christina sorta and then jas , kelley, nicole, lyd, and i were in a circle and we danced heheh :) and blahblahblah happened. thenn the dance was almost ending ! slow dance of course, the song was reallly bad.. all the songs were actually ahhah. oh wellll it was pretty fun (: FIRST slow dance eveerr ! haha oh and yesterdayy i started my 30hour famine thing at 1 and didnt eat until today at 7 which was pretttyy tough. i went to church today and we did lotsa fun activitiess :) :) <3 best friday & saturday of my life so far besides winterretreat<3 !